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January 01 complicatedwhat is the meaning and purpose of W O R K I N G? well, some might say they work because they want MONEY some say work is part of life after study life is over some say they work because they are forced to then how about me? work for interest -- i still finding work for money -- yes i admit work for better life -- ....... i doubt... its meaning...... i m getting mad on the first day of new 2008 December 26 predict vs insight one of my colleague + senior + fren is going to resign next month.. she got the offer from KPLI... congrats ya.. although u have struggling along the way until now..n later.... really thanks so much for always be there when i need someone to talk & share my thoughts... i have found u as my shopping kaki.. mana tau, u wan go to ipoh d... all the best to u my dear fren!!! today i heard 2 "stories" about myself.. about my job there... someone said after my colleague resign, i m the next who "coming soon"... m i look very unhappy or reluctant when work? i doubt..... then when talking about this, mr cheah told me dat my FM got mentioned dat "miss tan wont work here for long term"... HUUUUUHHHH~~~  so obvious? i also duno... but dats good also.. at least he is ready for my resignation.....one day... *Happiness is a journey, not a destination* this phrase appear in front of me right now... yea, happy is the most important... yea..... i keep praying now..... i hope u 'll give me a hand too... thanks... December 13 FAKE!!!!为什麽职场上没有所谓的真朋友呢？大家都各怀鬼胎，跟你讲真心话，他却会跟你说些好听但虚假的话。这是他们保护自己的方法吗？把自己摊开来，到最后尽是伤痕累累。有时候在想，是不是时候把自己封闭起来了。哼！ 在这样的小公司人事是非已经多得是一箩箩了，真的很累！ October 31 最近的我不笑了人家都说“当你在失去某一样东西的同时，你也会得到另一样的东西”，这是不是当人得不到了，才这样的安慰自己。 我也曾经失去过一个机会，后悔过，甚至到至今想起了也会骂自己笨，当别人提起时，觉得自己更笨！ 因为我并不觉得我获得的是否比失去的更来得有价值。所以，我不会用那句话来令自己好过些。 有人的地方，就会有冲突吧！大家都为自己的利益着想，还有谁能抱着“牺牲小我，成全大我”的精神去上班。 实在有太多的例子了。现实的另一面！ 保持笑容真的会变美变年轻的。 难怪最近的我，变丑了。。。。 October 08 no choice?i almost doing the same thing everyday.. but frankly, i do not enjoy it much.. we always doing something that we not really want or not really like.. i don't know whether you have the same thought or not.. especially in my working life now.. tired and i hate so much to bring back my work and do it during my rest time or even weekend... gosh!!!!! if you ask me why i want to work, --- MONEY!!--- yes, i need and i want money.... who don't want? there is so much temptations out there... i just need money to achieve what i really want to get... its the reality... right? i also need working experience to get another better offer... i am sorry that i am so stubborn to keep this in my mind... its a dilemma in my life.... September 26 活着是为了让你遇见我她: 活着是为了什麽? 他: 活着是为了遇见我。 ~摘自某某的部落格 有时候男人给的答案似乎都是那麽的简单，但又一针见血。 女：为什麽一定要给你报告行踪？ 男：因为要保护你。 女：为什麽你今天取消你的节目？ 男：为了让你随时随地找到我啊。 工作之后才发现自己就像是沙漠里的一粒沙，那样的渺小。 不要求当个女强人，只要可以做自己喜欢的工作，然后等老公养，就足够了。 但，每天对着五颜六色的微生物，却会让人反对说“那工作危害健康”， 它们越长越多时，你却是第一个有事！=.= 也许这意味你必须在生命里做出最好的抉择，然后为它付出一切，细心地灌溉它吧！ September 04 bed time storyremember so many S W E E T memories during my convocation the honour, family, friends, flowers, blessing, presents, smiles, laughter, cheer....... and the moment when i have been thrown up by the chung ling seniors and juniors whoaaaAAA very excited and feel like flying thanks for giving me such SPECIAL present ya  thanks again for those who attend my convo especially my family and relatives and my special one  ................................. dont know why lost my working mood in this few days DEmotivated even thinking on why days become so boring after i wake up every morning GOSH!!!~ hope i 'll be motivated soon  start my first yoga class today w o n d e r f u l stretch my arms and legs release stress on my shoulder, neck and back and relax relax myself just want to have some exercise which i like perhaps one day i can achieve the perfect spiritual insight wahahahaha August 13 天使的翅膀当我看着你那则短讯的答复时，“已经没有人需要我担心了”，自己真的只感到心酸以及不知所措的楞住了！ 还以为一切都会好好的，怎麽知道。。。。 是变质了吗？还是自己天真的以为--真的是好好的？ 无论如何，你还是最好的。甚至曾突然想过，你的背后是不是长了翅膀？？ 对，是天使的翅膀。。。 August 10 thoughtsometimes working really tiring right? physically.. this month really got to go home late from work... got so many tasks haven settle for the coming soon audit... very tired but still wan earn 1 more hour incentive.. haha.. no money ma.. i found out something today.. just now.. i tend to be controlled by my emotion.. thats y i always said i do not have higher EQ.. i need to improve it... n i take action before think twice.. thats y i always langgar dinding... sometimes i talk but pointless.. so cant help in the problem solving session... no matter till what extent u dislike the person, DONT show in front of him/ her n others.. stay calm.. cz --> 祸从口出.... beware of anyone around u n do not easily believe them especially at working place... cz they might be the one who circumvent u one day... n remember... DONT be KPC.. thats what i Learn from my working place.. its very tricky sometimes... anyway... what i m glad with is: i meet my new colleagues n they are really nice..  we always chit chat n having fun.. sometimes really childish.. haha..i can apply my knowledge n what i have learn before in my current tasks... i can gain new experiences from the beginning till end of production & some even is EXTRA without charge! mix up with different kind of human being n learn how to get along with them.. (although its headache) ......................... ya.. i still need alot of improvement... to become a better one... in my life... n for my special one.... July 28 my best buddiesjust finish reading ying's blog... "FLY" was what we used to called her since secondary sch.. kakaka... p/s: dun kill me dear!! yaya.. yest gathering n dinner was wonderful.. japanese buffet at Tao's cuisine... i love the environment n decoration there!! the foods yummy n the services were great... i love the way they decorate the dishes... its an art.... haha... pig gang... i really miss the moments so much so much.. the piggies are NICE thou.. or maybe i cant even find a most suitable word to express it.. SINCERE? THE BEST? WONDERFUL? aiyo.. whatever la... - ying, dun think that u useless la.. after u work, then u 'll know whats our feeling lo... working much more stress & have more responsibility... study well la.. n remember to enjoy your last year in NUS o!!! waiting 1 day to realize our dream ya.. we go europe together.. hehehe... - "laokao still is the old laokao"... i agree ar.. always so talkative & complaint so much... how much portion i eat also complaint there...  - hung cai, when r u going to bring ur honey let me c?? i wan c!!!!! - taugeh... i got to practice few more times so that i can go jogoya... next time we go together la...  if i m not alternate-off today, now i suppose still in office.. waiting for 2pm... yalo.. y need to work at sat? July 23 depressed自己到底是什麽样的一个人？ 是自尊心太强？ 还是自信心不足？ 为什麽每次总是那麽粗心大意，而忽略了别人的感受？ 有时候觉得自己很没用。。。。。。 或许需要更多的时间磨练吧。。。。。。 July 20 anything special?20072007 a special day that happen once in a lifetime but i was thinking just now how about 20082008? 20092009? also "special" ma.... my brain --- little bit malfunction now so tired and sleepy is it new person always being fool? what i know is i can always get new lesson from being fool GoSH.... July 01 无聊的周末在地理上，为什麽槟城与柔佛的距离要那麽长？为什麽每个人都告诉我距离会是一个问题，距离会是导致感情不稳定的原因。。。。？？？现在听到都麻木了，都会知道你们要说的是什麽。。可笑。。 但，我和我的他，都相信我们所相信的。。。 很想去旅行游玩 - 热浪岛清澈的海 （虽然我对泳池&海水有“一点点”的恐惧症） - 金马仑翠绿的茶园，草莓，花草树木 - 北京的故宫 （太雄伟壮观了） - 纽西兰的大自然 （黄意雯，都是你的错，让我爱上了它）hehe... - 欧洲的古典建筑物 。。。。。。。。。。。。。 脑海总会有太多想要去的地方。。希望有生之年可以如愿以偿，哈哈。想，是没有罪的嘛！ 突然间，也很想结婚了。。。。。。。 April 04 幸福浓汤可乐戒指~ 梁静茹 星星在天上写诗 浪漫到放肆 嘴角的吻还未湿 我还受掩饰 我调整了我坐姿 假装更矜持 你的紧张你的公式 就像个孩子 你把我喝完的可乐 来换当作戒指 轻轻套上了我手指 你问能不能一辈子 那一秒突然爱上了你 傻傻的固执 我不要你解释 我不要你发誓 我只要你记得此刻 你眼里我的样子 爱我不要解释 爱我不要发誓 这一刻到世界末日 让我们一起把爱 化成最美最美的钻石 你把平凡的日子 变成纪念日 永恒变成未来史 男孩变王子 我不要有大房子 也不要大宝石 我会珍惜可乐戒指 永恒的消失 你用吃完的糖果纸 那是你的方式 默默地写下你发誓 你说保护我一辈子 那一秒突然看到了 你背后的双翅 从此刻到世界末日 活成最美的钻石 你在等答案 我会对你说 yes 又是一首非常好听+喜欢的歌。也许你会埋怨或无奈，为什麽有些人特别爱放歌词在部落格，然后令到你曾经花了一个星期猜测某人的用意。哈哈哈！可是你不觉得有时候这些音乐词曲就是有那种助人表达的“功能”吗？ 20天了，第一次强烈地感受到那种被人捧在手心里呵护的爱。很感动，也很幸福。  也开始会为某人着想，一些细小的改变与包容，连自己都不敢置信。 但都是值得的，不是吗？最近都在看着《幸福浓汤》散文。有时候，需要以局外人的身份来侦察自己的生活心态。也许你们会在想，那些理论不用看都懂啦，可是，日子一天一天的过，你是否早已渐渐的淡忘了你应该做的事，而越了轨？而把什麽都当成了是理所当然的？而忘了你也应该为生活爱情付出？而忘了为自己所作的一切负责任？。。。。。。 莎士比亚曾经写道：“有许多人喜欢了一个人，却不知道为什麽要喜欢他，他们既然会莫名其妙的爱他，也就会莫名其妙的恨他。”其实，真诚的爱在奉献的时候，最为幸福。但是，如果当你认为自己对爱的付出是牺牲的话，那就已经不是真正的爱。 April 01 the day with thesis + funyoooo.... very sienzz with the literature review.. ya, i think most of u all almost complete ur thesis writing d.. but i m still struggling with literature review... pengsan man!!! i believe this is not the most difficult part, but i still haven finish it.. still got results n discussion.... gosh.. teach me how to do R & D... isolation with no-LAB-growth... thousand time trials... failed until no feel at all.... =.=''' but i found that i still not give up with microbiology... still love it.. ahaha... its pretty, wonderful, colourful, attractive for me yet... i m queen of microb...  even though i m now struggling, geram-ing o pek chek-ing on the thesis..... i hate writing!!! i prefer doing lab...although lab work is tiring... Y u all hate microb??  i m sure some of my frens r going to cekik me... thinking on PLAY PLAY PLAY now only.... "somebody" so bad.. oways tempt me with different places to go...  grr.... i oso wana go relax ar, but i oso wan settle my thesis n grad smoothly k... anyway, thanks dear for the planning to melacca.. really happy n touched... eager to go for trip with u all, my frens... let's play crazily n have fun together!!! March 23 enjoyable thursdayA very happy n enjoyable thurs nite.. sushi buffet with dear + frens at lunch time.. next round is buffet + sing K @ green box with another 6 pretty gals... haha... the sushi buffet is yummy... eat till very very full... huh... but one thing i dislike is --> my favourite baby octopus there too salty.. sigh... some of the sushi were well decorated.. "bu she de" to eat them.. oh ya, its the 1st time i drank sake!!! not bad the taste... but for wai hoo, his face turned very very very red after drank it... like monkey pat pat.. hehehehe... (he is going to kill me!!!~) then, my next round activity... unbelievable, v 7 gals, sing k for 7 hrs!!!! & v just eat n sing there non-stop... ahaha... seldom have this chance to play n have fun together.. must cherish o.. sure i 'll miss u all gals... everytime after sing k, sure i 'll have more songs to download.. cz i m the one who cant manage to remember the song' name n lyric.. just can remember the rhythm and tune... but i 'll make sure i wont lost any chance to listen nice songs!! =) oh, i had 2 buffets yest.. sure gain 2 more kg d la... =.=''' March 16 A day to rememberwhat you need to do is ---> BELIEVE i m glad that i have make my first step towards u.. it seems that the courage has back again... thanks to all my frens who support me always... n thanks u the special one... ya.. i m happy... |
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