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January 01 complicatedwhat is the meaning and purpose of W O R K I N G? well, some might say they work because they want MONEY some say work is part of life after study life is over some say they work because they are forced to then how about me? work for interest -- i still finding work for money -- yes i admit work for better life -- ....... i doubt... its meaning...... i m getting mad on the first day of new 2008 December 31 brand new 2008还有20分钟，就迈入08年了。纳闷吧！此时此刻竟不是与朋友在外等待烟花，或是开大食会。新年前夕，还不是普通日子一个。 有时就算和一大班人在一起那又如何？话不投机。。。。宁可自己一个人。不用摆出一副笑脸对着人家。多麽的虚伪！ 新的一年，有什麽新愿望？自己也说不出来。。 家人朋友还有我的他 健康平安快乐 工作顺顺利利 要什麽得什麽啦！（最实际） 开始倒数咯~~ 3，2，1 ------- Happy New Year!!!!! December 26 predict vs insight one of my colleague + senior + fren is going to resign next month.. she got the offer from KPLI... congrats ya.. although u have struggling along the way until now..n later.... really thanks so much for always be there when i need someone to talk & share my thoughts... i have found u as my shopping kaki.. mana tau, u wan go to ipoh d... all the best to u my dear fren!!! today i heard 2 "stories" about myself.. about my job there... someone said after my colleague resign, i m the next who "coming soon"... m i look very unhappy or reluctant when work? i doubt..... then when talking about this, mr cheah told me dat my FM got mentioned dat "miss tan wont work here for long term"... HUUUUUHHHH~~~  so obvious? i also duno... but dats good also.. at least he is ready for my resignation.....one day... *Happiness is a journey, not a destination* this phrase appear in front of me right now... yea, happy is the most important... yea..... i keep praying now..... i hope u 'll give me a hand too... thanks... December 13 FAKE!!!!为什麽职场上没有所谓的真朋友呢？大家都各怀鬼胎，跟你讲真心话，他却会跟你说些好听但虚假的话。这是他们保护自己的方法吗？把自己摊开来，到最后尽是伤痕累累。有时候在想，是不是时候把自己封闭起来了。哼！ 在这样的小公司人事是非已经多得是一箩箩了，真的很累！ December 03 Way Back Into LoveWAY BACK INTO LOVE~ I’ve been living with a shadow overhead I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine All I want to do is find a way back into love All I want to do is find a way back into love October 31 最近的我不笑了人家都说“当你在失去某一样东西的同时，你也会得到另一样的东西”，这是不是当人得不到了，才这样的安慰自己。 我也曾经失去过一个机会，后悔过，甚至到至今想起了也会骂自己笨，当别人提起时，觉得自己更笨！ 因为我并不觉得我获得的是否比失去的更来得有价值。所以，我不会用那句话来令自己好过些。 有人的地方，就会有冲突吧！大家都为自己的利益着想，还有谁能抱着“牺牲小我，成全大我”的精神去上班。 实在有太多的例子了。现实的另一面！ 保持笑容真的会变美变年轻的。 难怪最近的我，变丑了。。。。 October 09 无聊透顶-谈悔恨- 我们可以转身，但是不必回头， 即使有一天，发现自己错了， 也应该转身，大步朝着对的方向去， 而不是一直回头怨自己错了。 ~面对人生的美丽与哀愁*刘墉~ 工作，上瑜伽后，回到家就自书柜随手拿起的一本书。自己也太久没看书了吧！连从dear那儿借来的national geography也还没看完。之前也不知自己到底在忙什麽，看戏。。上网。。然后睡到隔天一早起来又是开始工作的一天。。想起了也觉得有点废！  如果一天有25个小时，我的世界又会是怎样的呢？哈哈。。 October 08 no choice?i almost doing the same thing everyday.. but frankly, i do not enjoy it much.. we always doing something that we not really want or not really like.. i don't know whether you have the same thought or not.. especially in my working life now.. tired and i hate so much to bring back my work and do it during my rest time or even weekend... gosh!!!!! if you ask me why i want to work, --- MONEY!!--- yes, i need and i want money.... who don't want? there is so much temptations out there... i just need money to achieve what i really want to get... its the reality... right? i also need working experience to get another better offer... i am sorry that i am so stubborn to keep this in my mind... its a dilemma in my life.... September 26 活着是为了让你遇见我她: 活着是为了什麽? 他: 活着是为了遇见我。 ~摘自某某的部落格 有时候男人给的答案似乎都是那麽的简单，但又一针见血。 女：为什麽一定要给你报告行踪？ 男：因为要保护你。 女：为什麽你今天取消你的节目？ 男：为了让你随时随地找到我啊。 工作之后才发现自己就像是沙漠里的一粒沙，那样的渺小。 不要求当个女强人，只要可以做自己喜欢的工作，然后等老公养，就足够了。 但，每天对着五颜六色的微生物，却会让人反对说“那工作危害健康”， 它们越长越多时，你却是第一个有事！=.= 也许这意味你必须在生命里做出最好的抉择，然后为它付出一切，细心地灌溉它吧！ September 23 你不必追求优秀，但你可以做到良好。你不必追求优秀，但你可以做到良好。
如果你现在赚少钱不快乐，就算你有再多的钱，保证你也不会快乐。 如果你一个人的时候不会自得其乐，即使嫁了人，娶了老婆，别人跟你一起一样不快乐。 你有权利过自己想过的生活，有权利去自己要去的地方。 一个人如果太努力在活给别人看，就会痛苦得不得了。 今天如果你相信自己做得还不错，不在乎别人怎样看你的时候，你真的可以很自在。 别花一辈子的时间去过生命，而不用一天的时间去享受生活。 September 06 10月16日 天生判官判断，是10月16日出生的人的生活主轴。无论是公事或私事，他们似乎总是可以当机立断地分辨事情的重要程度，并且抓住要点。 此外，难得的是，今天出生的人很少心存定见或偏见，如果事情并不合乎自己的道德观，他们也不会就此置之不理或完全无法接受；相反地，他们还颇为开通，对于 各种新观念都能接受或加以讨论。他们对周围事物的判断主要是依据客观的评估，所以经常能评估出某个人或某件事的真正价值。 尽管他们非常推崇古来明训，但也颇富想像力，足以接受任何“不可思议”的考验。这种理性与想像的有趣结合，是他们独特的正字标记。举例来说，他们虽然具有一眼看穿整个事件的本领，但是当他们要道破真相时，则非常善于运用比喻、类推和寓言等巧妙手法。 大部分今天出生的人会尽量做到言行一致，而对于那些说是一套、做又是另外一套的人，他们是绝对不会手下留情的。总体来说，他们处理公务时，总是逻辑清楚、有话直说。 不过，他们私底下里的表现可就没那么理性了！他们非但行为怪异，还可能会出现任性的行为与反应。对于别人所设定的标准，他们顶多只愿意做到刚刚好符合的程度，而不会自动精益求精。从这点看来，他们恐怕会是个既难相处、又难预料的伙伴。
他们对于所处的社会制度经常时而支持、时而指责，一旦他们有所指责时，虽然表现出一副不知感激、不懂得欣赏的态度，不过事实上，他们宁可把指责的矛头朝向
他们的公司、家庭或居住的环境，而不会只攻击特定的某个人。当他们被问及自己的判断或决定时，如果结论是负面的评语，他们多半会婉转陈述。虽然他们或许愿
意公开表示意见，却不见得有很大的兴致；事实上，当他们在思考一件事时，非常痛恨被打扰或干涉，所以当他们作抉择时，大多宁愿躲在角落或是远离工作场所。
然而，他们也必须学会不要轻易激动，并且避免变得情绪化，或者为了防卫而竖起满身针刺，或变得畏缩胆小。总之，他们这种一针见血的才华不应该只用来对付外在的人事物，偶尔也该反对来看看自己才是。 台湾打击乐团的代表人物朱宗庆。 美国辞典编纂家韦伯斯(Noah Webster)，1738年因著作《英语语法原理》一书闻名，后来又因编纂《美国英语大辞典》留名后世。 班古里昂(David Ben-Gurion)以色列总理，早年参加犹太复国运动，后被土耳其人驱逐出境，在美国创建犹太军团，1948年以色列建国后执政。 美国影星提姆罗宾斯(Tim Robbins)，以知性的风格见长，代表作有《银色、性、男女》、《金钱帝国》、《刺激1995》等。
美国舞台剧、电影、电视三栖女星安琦拉兰丝柏莉(Angela Lansbury)，主演过电视影集《推理女神探》。 September 04 bed time storyremember so many S W E E T memories during my convocation the honour, family, friends, flowers, blessing, presents, smiles, laughter, cheer....... and the moment when i have been thrown up by the chung ling seniors and juniors whoaaaAAA very excited and feel like flying thanks for giving me such SPECIAL present ya  thanks again for those who attend my convo especially my family and relatives and my special one  ................................. dont know why lost my working mood in this few days DEmotivated even thinking on why days become so boring after i wake up every morning GOSH!!!~ hope i 'll be motivated soon  start my first yoga class today w o n d e r f u l stretch my arms and legs release stress on my shoulder, neck and back and relax relax myself just want to have some exercise which i like perhaps one day i can achieve the perfect spiritual insight wahahahaha September 02 Guy VS Girl GUY FACTS When a guy is not arguing, August 13 天使的翅膀当我看着你那则短讯的答复时，“已经没有人需要我担心了”，自己真的只感到心酸以及不知所措的楞住了！ 还以为一切都会好好的，怎麽知道。。。。 是变质了吗？还是自己天真的以为--真的是好好的？ 无论如何，你还是最好的。甚至曾突然想过，你的背后是不是长了翅膀？？ 对，是天使的翅膀。。。 August 11 My l.o.v.e song<The Rose> Some say love it is a river that drown the tender reed Some say love it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed Some say love it is a hunger an endless aching need I say love it is a flower and You it's only seed It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose August 10 thoughtsometimes working really tiring right? physically.. this month really got to go home late from work... got so many tasks haven settle for the coming soon audit... very tired but still wan earn 1 more hour incentive.. haha.. no money ma.. i found out something today.. just now.. i tend to be controlled by my emotion.. thats y i always said i do not have higher EQ.. i need to improve it... n i take action before think twice.. thats y i always langgar dinding... sometimes i talk but pointless.. so cant help in the problem solving session... no matter till what extent u dislike the person, DONT show in front of him/ her n others.. stay calm.. cz --> 祸从口出.... beware of anyone around u n do not easily believe them especially at working place... cz they might be the one who circumvent u one day... n remember... DONT be KPC.. thats what i Learn from my working place.. its very tricky sometimes... anyway... what i m glad with is: i meet my new colleagues n they are really nice..  we always chit chat n having fun.. sometimes really childish.. haha..i can apply my knowledge n what i have learn before in my current tasks... i can gain new experiences from the beginning till end of production & some even is EXTRA without charge! mix up with different kind of human being n learn how to get along with them.. (although its headache) ......................... ya.. i still need alot of improvement... to become a better one... in my life... n for my special one.... August 04 <西界>阳光越过窗沿 我在阴影里面 让你 能多看我一眼
才过正午十三点 就漆黑一片 没有人看得见 我心深处的阴暗面 只能眺望东边 你的世界太远 撑到想象的极限 幸福有多甜 可黑夜已吞噬我 就是拉不到你的手 因为我活在西边 只拥有半个白天 一到午后夜色就蔓延 虽然和你面对面 却看不到我的脸 感觉到你不安的视线 在西界的那一边 只能有半个白天 暗自祈祷上天的垂怜 在长夜的边缘 给我一丝光线 |
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